Saturday, November 12, 2016

NASPA WRC

Today was the last day of the Student Affairs Professionals in Higher Education (NASPA) Western Regional Conference (November 9-12). This was my first regional NASPA conference, so to get more involved and meet people (AND work towards my social justice action project) I decided to volunteer with the Socioeconomic and Class Knowledge Community's Supply Drive. I coordinated with another student affairs professional from South Seattle to organize, manage, and deliver supplies to local organizations, including Evergreen State College, Thurston County Food Bank, and the University of Washington, Seattle campus. 


These are the supplies that I donated to the drive. Often times, supply drives are missing fresh foods, fruits and vegetables. Other items that are often needed in Seattle include rain and camping gear, baby foods and sanitary and personal hygiene products. Instant amen noodles tended to be one the most popular items because of its low price and ability to be adapted into so many different meals. 


My NASPA badge and the marketing we used to advertise the supply drive to conference attendees from both Region V and VI. We really wanted to help local organizations get the supplies they actually needed, so we called each one to see what their most popular items are and included those in our marketing efforts.



This is me sitting at the table to answer questions and collect supplies during the 4 days of the conference. While I didn't get the most visits because I didn't have candy or free pens to give away, people would stop by from time to time to drop off items. Many people gave monetary donations because they were unable to travel with other types of supplies, which is great so the local organizations can directly purchase what they need most. I also encouraged people to grab the shampoos and soaps from their hotel rooms if they weren't planning on using them, and those were the items we actually got the most of.

We didn't collect as much as we expected, but we got a good amount of monetary donations and lots of mini hotel hygiene products which we divided equally between the 3 organizations. We learned a lot about how to orchestrate a successful supply drive since ours didn't go as planned, and will hopefully be able to collect more supplies at the next conference. It wasn't spectacular, but I always tell myself that every little bit counts. Even if 1 person benefits from what we donated, it matters. It was a small win, in a bigger fight to end hunger and help those who are currently homeless or struggling to provide for themselves or their families.

Monday, November 7, 2016

Proactive and Reactive Actions

As I fight for environmental justice, I don't want to create a "band-aid" solution, I want to institutionalize change. This made more sense to me as I learned more about transformative justice in chapter 6 of Social justice: Theories, issues and movements because I am not only trying to “respond to the immediacy of the conflict or harm but also to situate it in a broader framework addressing structural issues” (Capeheart & Milovanovic, 2007, p. 61). For this social justice action project, I plan on being both proactive AND reactive to environmental injustices.

In terms of being proactive, I plan on monitoring how much trash I generate on a weekly basis and donating clothes and other items to charity. By doing these two things, I am limiting the amount of waste that ends up in low-income communities on a small scale. I am being reactive by engaging in protests that target the land and resources of marginalized communities because I want to fight against those in the government (and elsewhere) who think it is okay to engage in environmental racism and target those who do not have power and/or the voice to advocate for clean natural resources.

Over the last 2 weeks, I decided to get more engaged with the Dakota Access Pipeline protest in North Dakota. I stand in solidarity with the Standing Rock Sioux Tribe in protesting this oil pipeline because it presents a threat to their lands, scared sites, water, and would destroy their way of life.

Unlike in the past, distance does not stop me from joining this protest despite the fact that I live in Seattle. I have been involved by signing the Move On online petition, and by checking in at Standing Rock on Facebook to confuse the local police officers who are using Facebook check-ins at Standing Rock to target protesters in attempts to disrupt the prayer camps.



While these passive behaviors often feel unimportant or unable to create real change, at the least I feel as if I am keeping the conversation about the Dakota Pipeline Access Protest alive. Many of the major U.S. news channels are refusing to cover the protest, so I believe this makes it even more important for me to continue to talk about it. I carry the belief that one person CAN make a difference, even if it takes a long time for anyone to listen, so I will continue to use my privilege and my voice in situations where others are not able, and in this case, it is the Sioux Tribe.

References:

Capehart, L., & Milovanovic, D. (2007). Social justice: Theories, issues and movements. New Brunswick, NJ: Rutgers University Press.

Tuesday, November 1, 2016

Unpacking My Privilages

Before I get farther into my social justice action project, I wanted to continue to reflect on my identity and privileges. As a cis, white queer able-bodied woman who was born in America and speaks English fluently, I have encountered a lot of struggles, oppression and microagressions but I have also received a lot of privilege and benefits because of my salient identities. These privileges and disadvantages have also impacted the types of social justice issues that I pay attention too.

Something that stood out to me from this course's readings in  Social justice: Theories, issues and movements by authors Capehart & Milovanovic was the way Nancy Fraser’s (2003) views on redistribution and recognition within a distributive justice model.  From her perspective, she wants to “focus on the distribution of resources as well as claims to recognition, especially those oriented around race, sex, ethnicity, and gender differences” which I believe is critical in order to create an equitable society. Within the context of social justice, this stood out to me because I care about making sure everyone is treated fairly and is able to pursue the same opportunities with the same possibility of succeeding. Taking it a step further, I want to ensure that everyone feels safe being who they are.

As a queer woman, I had often feared for my safety in public. I am a target for physical and sexual violence simply based on my identity, and while I know I can hide this identity at times, I cannot escape the way society views me and how some people want to hurt me because they disagree with my identity. I want to make sure that all people can be safe, and free to be themselves. I also know what’s it’s like to be paid less than my coworkers who are similarly qualified as me just because of my gender. These experiences have also helped me reflect on the fact that my white identity still helps me get opportunities and be able to succeed more than other queen woman of color. Being a person of color adds a whole other layer of marginalization, so I want to fight to acknowledge this oppression and seek justice for those who have been wronged and/or hurt, including myself. While I worry that I can’t fully understand the experience of women of color, or anyone else with different identities than mine, I can see the similar struggle that they experience and find ways to fight for all of us who deserve equitable distributive justice.

Within the field of higher education, as a student affairs professional, I want to continue to address the same inequalities but on a smaller scale of a college institution because I believe it’s important to create safe spaces for students to build their identity and confidence to be able to go out into the world and be their own social change agents. Even though women are surpassing men in college graduation rates, men are still statistically to speak up more in class, are comparatively paid more, and are more likely to hold higher paying leadership-type CEO jobs. Then, when you add in other layers of identity involving race, sexuality, ethnicity and gender, it makes it even harder for people with these multiple identities to succeed and graduate from college. So while everyone has access to college, access does not equal opportunity or guarantee success.

So as a social justice educator, I want to engage in a distributive justice model similar to David Miller’s perspective in which we recognize how tensions and conflicts exist when people find themselves in more than one mode of human relationship, and focus on our solidarity and collective conscience because of our shared culture in order to ensure that each person enjoys the same liberties, rights, safety, and opportunities. I also align with Jesuit’s view on higher education in that I feel like I am responsible in creating cultured, educated individuals with the wisdom and judgement necessary for them to provide leadership to the larger society. I want to help students discover their leadership abilities and learn to view their identity as a strength, and see that they have multiple forms of Tara Yosso’s definition of cultural capital that they can leverage to succeed in college as well as once they graduate to then help larger-society become more accepting, equitable, and socially just.

I care about these issues of larger-society and within higher education institutions because of my experiences as a cis queer white woman. I have experienced inequalities within school and the work force, and even so I know it would be a lot harder for me if I were of a different race or ethnicity. While I am often ignored in the classroom or unconsciously assumed not to be a leader by a staff or faculty member because of my gender, I am also able to pursue my master’s degree and have been successful at finding work in my field. But I know things aren’t perfect, so I want to leverage my privileges along with the parts of my identity that are marginalized in order to bring justice to the field of higher education and ultimately the community I live in and hopefully larger-society.

References:

Capehart, L., & Milovanovic, D. (2007). Social justice: Theories, issues and movements. New Brunswick, NJ: Rutgers University Press.

Tuesday, October 25, 2016

Social Justice Action Project

Hello long-forgotten blog! It has been some time, but I wanted to revisit this space so I can continue with a project in one of my classes. I am currently in my second year in the M.Ed. of Student Development Administration at Seattle University, and for this fall 2016 quarter I am taking a class called Social  Justice in Professional Practice. For this class, I have been asked to embark on a social justice action project, and for this project I have chosen to explore environmental justice more in-depth.

Before I go into what my project would be, I wanted to pull some excerpts from my previous reflection journals that captures some of my questions, fears, and privileges.

 In my first journal on 9/28, I wrote the following:

"I am really looking forward to this class because I think it came at a perfect time in my life to allow me to become a better social justice educator in higher education institutions. With my past experiences with social justice in the LGBTQIA* communities, and advocating for better mental health awareness and rape and sexual assault prevention and awareness, and as a cis, bisexual women, I feel like I have personal experience to define what social justice means to me. Reflecting on the activity we did in class, I believe that social justice is about everyone having the same opportunity to live, thrive, learn and grow, and should not have to experience violence or micro-aggressions that create obstacles to achieving this goal. If someone experiences violence or is denied a basic right, it is an injustice that our society needs to correct because I agree with the authors of Social justice: Theories, issues and movements, Capeheart and Milovanovic that as humans, we live in a social world. Since we cannot separate ourselves from society, we have a moral requirement to learn to exist together and advocate for each other. In order to engage in social justice, I think it’s important that we start conversations within our communities, and for me that has been with issues that are personally important to me. I have experienced injustice in terms of not getting the mental health care I need, and being looked down upon, ignored, and silenced by family, friends, and society as a queer woman, and I live with the anger and passion to want to right these wrongs in others’ lives even if I cannot right them in my own. These experiences have helped me understand what social justice is.

Now with this class and our readings, I feel like I will be able to look deeper into my personal meanings of social justice, be able to explore a variety of theories and models about justice and examine historical attempts to gain justice through movements. It is my hope that through this class I can develop better language to talk about social justice in a way that others can understand the importance of not just equality, but equity. One conception of justice that resonated with me was Grace Clement’s (1998) concept that the ethic of justice cannot be reached without the ethic of care, of which all genders complement each other and “must remain in an oscillating state for more genuine justice to take place” (Capeheart & Milovanvic, 2007). Also, that we should consider relational factors like attachment, connectedness, relations, and context as most important because of our social nature and environments (p. 23).

I know I still have a lot to learn, especially because of my privileges as a white able-bodied woman who has citizenship in America, and I hope to gain a better understanding of others experiences that I do not see. Not only that, I want to continue to be an advocate for others who do not have the capital or whose voice is silenced by our unjust society. However, I still fear that I am a “bad” ally because sometimes do and/or say the wrong things, like something that is racist or ablest. I know my intentions are good, but I still need to unlearn many of the things that I have been socially conditioned to believe and learn how to become a better ally for marginalized individuals. I see myself as a baby elephant, who has seen and experienced a lot of emotions and wants to be strong for others, but I recognize that I still have a lot to learn and need to become wise by being a life-long learner."

This first reflection, and the three following it, helped me realize that I focus too much on my salient identities because it directly impacts me. Therefore, I should focus more on other issues that I am not directly impacted by because I have come to learn that social justice and environmental justice go hand in hand, you cannot have one without the other. So, in order to advocate for social justice, I must advocate for environmental justice as well.  

My fourth reflect helped me dig deeper into this journey, as follows:

"Much of the social justice action that I have engaged in has centered around my salient identities and the oppression and/or opportunity that results from each identity. I try to use my privilege as a white woman in America by engaging in free speech to speak out about issues that are important to me, including advocating for areas of my identity that are marginalized (i.e. sexual and gender identity, disability status, etc.). As I evaluate the actions I’ve already taken, I see that I focus on areas that have impacted me, so I know to some extent how it feels to experience the type of oppression, marginalization, or challenges each individual may be facing. However, an area I often do not consider is environmental and ecological justice because it does not always directly impact me. While I know that we need to take care of our world, and I am aware of the unequal distribution of resources on our planet, I often strive to engage in social justice that centers on people’s identities and how that impacts the resources they have access to. I have neglected to consider how each person’s environment also impacts their access to resources, and through this weeks’ reading have come to understand that one cannot talk about social justice without also talking about environmental justice because “issues of fairness and quality of life are interconnected” (Capeheart &Milovanovic, 2007, p. 95). I may continuously strive to ensure a better quality of life for all, but I also need to do so “while living within the limits of supporting ecosystems” (p. 95). 

As I reflect, I have noticed that while I think about helping the environment, I often put the environments needs second, and do not consider them as important as human rights. However, the more I learn through this class, the more I have come to realize that they are one in the same because humans need a healthy environment to survive and thrive. Without a healthy place to live, we deny communities of people the right to sound and adequate housing, which is considered a basic human right by the United Nations.  While it is difficult to create and assess a universal definition of equal treatment and distribution of our natural resources or adequate housing, it is something that needs to always be part of the conversation. It does because housing and environmental justice is linked to both racial and economic inequalities that cannot be resolved without distributive justice (p. 103). Some theorists say that people of color or low-income families choose to live in bad ecological areas that are harmful to their well-being, but I think it is pretty clear that these communities of people have no other choice financially but to live in bad areas in order to survive, not thrive." 

I have decided for this social justice action project, I will reduce my carbon footprint by creating less waste and donating more of my lightly used or unused goods to charitable organizations. This type of social and environmental justice action would benefit our environment, which would in turn create less waste to end up in low-income areas, as most of our waste often does. Part of me worries that this is a selfish action to take, as it does not directly impact others as I’m focus on my own capitalistic actions as a consumer, but this is also why I plan on collecting items of food and clothing to donate to local food banks and donation centers. Since this quarter has started and as I through about my social justice action project, I decided to get more involved in a planning a food drive though the National Association of Student Affairs Professionals when the regional conference comes to Seattle in November. For this event, I will be collecting resources to help local organizations get resources that are often overlooked or under-donated like winter clothing items, women’s sanitary products, and fresh fruit and vegetables. 

A huge factor that often prevents me from trying to engage in more sustainable actions is money. Not having a lot of extra money to spend prevents me from participating in these types of food and clothing drives, and makes it difficult to buy more sustainable, environmentally friendly items, but I believe that it has to still be possible to be more sustainable on a budget. I can research ways to not create waste, and even though I already compost and recycle, find ways to compost more and create minimal garbage. Some ways I already engage in this type of sustainability is using lights as little as possible, unplugging electronics when not in use, and air drying clothes after washing them. It becomes difficult for me when I think about engaging in this type of social justice action in my professional life, because I know I do not set the environmental policies for the school. Often times, the places I choose to work already have mission statements that address the environment, and there are often places to compost, but I do not know what else I could do to make it better. In the past, my workplace has chosen to turn off all electricity, including lights and electronics for one hour, called The Hour of Darkness, but this is only a small impact and could halt office productivity. I will continue to think of ideas of how to engage in both environmental and social justice in both my personal and professional life as I continue my social justice project for this class.

The actions I plan on take include, recording all of the waste I produce and documenting it, seeking items I already own and donating them, purchasing extra food with coupons to donate to local food banks, and using less electricity. 

Wish me luck! I will be posting updates and reflections as I begin this journey to become more sustainable.

References:
Capehart, L., & Milovanovic, D. (2007). Social justice: Theories, issues and movements. New Brunswick, NJ: Rutgers University Press.

Thursday, July 31, 2014

Out of the Darkness Suicide Prevention Community Walk

Friends & Family,

I currently work for the Defense Suicide Prevention Office (DSPO), which helps to prevent Active-duty Service member suicides and encourage Service members to seek help. This year, my office will be joining with thousands of people nationwide this fall to walk in the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention's (AFSP) Out of the Darkness Community Walk in Washington, DC on September 20, 2014.

I have been directly affected by suicide in many ways. I have seen friends and family suffer from depression and other mental health issues, and I myself have suffered from depression and anxiety. We need to continue of help people with these issues by showing them that things do get better and that there are so many resources available.

As of today, I have raised $255 to end suicide! While I have already reached my personal fundraising goal of $150, every dollar counts towards preventing suicide. Even if you can only give $1-10 dollars, any amount is greatly appreciated, and all donations are 100% tax deductible.

The American Foundation for Suicide Prevention is at the forefront of research, advocacy, education and prevention initiatives designed to reduce loss of life from suicide. With more than 38,000 lives lost each year in the U.S. and over one million worldwide, the importance of AFSP's mission has never been greater, nor our work more urgent.

Donating online is safe and easy! To make an online donation, visit my Donation Page.

Thank you for considering this request for your support. If you have any questions about the Out of the Darkness Community Walks or AFSP do not hesitate to contact me or visit www.afsp.org

Warm Regards,
Heather Mueller

Monday, September 24, 2012

2012 AIDS Walk Washington


Did you know that an estimated one in 20 people living in D.C. is HIV-positive? Join me & consider bringing your lunch to work two days this week and donate $10 towards my efforts as part of AIDS Walk Washington! Click on the link below to donate to my page!


Please support me as I participate in the 26th Annual AIDS Walk Washington.  Your donation helps Whitman-Walker Health provide vital health care and supportive services such as primary medical care, free HIV testing and counseling, mental health care, medications, legal assistance and other services that clients need.  Your contribution is greatly appreciated.

Friday, April 27, 2012


I’m donating my blog post in support of National Rebuilding Day. On April 28, more than 1,500 Booz Allen volunteers will work to help low-income homeowners across the country by making free repairs and improvements to more than 50 homes in 32 cities. http://on.fb.me/HVImWc.